It's a cozy breezy afternoon in the early summer not far away from an upcoming day implying that I'll have been living for a quarter century on this planet. By the way, It's the Dragon Boat Festival celebrated in China, despite that I sensed no atmosphere of it at all this year.Well, Let me eat some "zongzi" for supper for compensation ,maybe.
I still remember writing on a notebook with a pencil of my rapidly flowing thoughts, roughly about two years ago in the house I newly moved into.Looking back I find time flies or travels in light speed.Looking back into every vein in the time I've stepped into, there were self-indulgence and self-enforcement, and frustration ,sorrow ,despair, encouragement, confusion, enlightenment , elegy, delight, nostalgia ,cowardice and courage and hope.
I remember starting my routine baseball exercise about the same time last year. And it really helped in many ways.
Conclusively, I'm alive. SOUND and BOLD.
I've been faced with something I've been fleeing from.But as now I can smile only when I mean to smile, smiling alone for example(sometimes like an idiot I know,lol) Simply I think I can go ahead, confront and confound anything in front of me because I'm really mentally stronger with less fear and more confidence, the latter of which I once lost.
I really appreciate my parents' policies, but more do I appreciate their cares and devotions for me. It's them without whom I wouldn't be able to stand here kind of with an arrogant and transcendent but also humble and modest view.
Birds sing. Clouds flow. Sunshine flutters like a dancer. With faith in my heart that I can live it to the coolest or "foolest".So let the whispers arise and I'll do myself a favor to treat myself well and make something happen.